Jonathan's Blog (4)

i dont no wher u are i dont no how u feel are what you mabe goin trw but in this time in my life i find that i need you i been whit maney but naver been whit my kind truth is i dont care what you are u kan be lycan vamp it dont mater 2 me at all but im alone varey alone i need some one that kan understand me some one 2 love 2 drink blood whit and 2 hunt whit run whit me lay whit me fill me up whit love and take my pain away and 2 give me that new rush that i want so bad out of all i been trw in… Continue

i have so much power in me i jus dont no what 2 do i feel it in me around me moven all tha time whats mine is mine yes yes i no but that power that energy sometimes gets out of control im a vamp sure but im something els 2 it may be a nuther breed of vamp i jus dont no could that be tha reson y im this way im so down and out looken 4 an answer is ther any one out ther that can help me whit this is ther any one that could or even would try i cant hold this in any more i am tha cup and i am full m… Continue

some say im going 2 do something big a change that will make things bater 4 us tha things that keep us down and hold us back the things u cant do will be done your pain will stop what u may not understand u will soon know tha reson we or hear! for or power will grow more then u think im looken for more 2 join me but understand that ther or others out ther that will try 2 stop us and ther not vampirs but i feel some of us may join them by fear or that may jus be ther will iv allways been tha chos… Continue

I sit alone all by my self and think for along time y am i still hear tha ones aroud me can feel im not like then apart of them hate me even tha ones i grow up whit do! its like im tha black sheep but really im tha white sheep they do me rong in many ways one day they like me tha next day they dont wn i waz yonnger i trd runig away but what waz tha uses of doing that when i had no wear els 2 go so i allways end up back wear i waz i cryd alot and brock many things my anger all ways got tha best o… Continue